lately i

Haven't been getting much sleep.

2/2 A Night In Paradise.

Everything was in place and an hour later it fell apart. Had my computer sold and the weather prevented it from happening. Had someone to fix my brakes, and the bolts were too tight. I suppose I'll be waiting a few more weeks before I can leave. If i'm going to make this happen I have to be prepared.

Realizing more and more how cold I've become, but it's almost a warm feeling. Distancing myself from people every day. I'm the last resort and you're only hope. I'm Invincible.

Mental Rest and Close Calls

5 Days ago I made the biggest decision of my life. Since then I have been very busy. Friday was a day for me to completely relax my brain. The much appreciated G13 aided this process. I turned in early that night.

I woke around 10 Saturday morning. First priority: money. Without money none of this is possible. I have $46 in my wallet...

I bought myself a $300 t.v. on valentines day to cope with my lack of a significant other. Good thing I saved my receipt! I took my t.v. back, headed to brandon's to kill some time. Bought brake pads, new windshield wipers, brake fluid, and brake lubricant.

Roughly $300 remaining.

Watched the wildcats narrowly escape vanderbilt whilst enjoying great company and good spirits. The company and the spirits continued til around 3am. A night full of close calls, interruptions, and confusion. I slept on the floor that night.

I haven't told my parents yet. I hope they react well when I do.

$325 now. I'll average atleast 200-300 in tips from today til friday. $250 check on thursday. Approximately 850 by friday. $200 in tips next mon-thur. $1100. $150 check the following friday. $1250. If I can manage to sell my action figures, desk, chair, and computer ill have more than enough money to be okay. even if i can't sell all of these things I should still be fine.

Enough rambling. only slept from 10pm-2am and have been up since making plans. things are panning out quite nicely

for sale

http://lexington.craigslist.org/sys/1607247793.html

Day 1: The Rest of My Life

Today marks the beginning of my new life. From this day forward I will be doing whatever it takes to make one of my biggest dreams come true. I'm going to pinch my pennies, sell the non-necessities, pack up, and leave. I'm leaving my family, my friends, anything and everything I have ever loved.

Due to an unfortunate series of events, I no longer feel welcome here. Most of my friends have let me down in one way or another (thank you to those who haven't). Lovers have come and go, and move on to my friends, and come back again, and go. and come. and go. and come and go. I'm done.

I want a new start. A fresh life. A life filled with excitement and adventure. I've found that place. Found somewhere where I can be whoever I want to be. This place, the city of angels, is where I will face all of my demons. Hollywood here I come!

In this blog I will openly discuss my journey to a new life. A better life. A life filled with hard work, sweat, blood, and tears. I'll experience poverty, famine, hunger, and pain. But more importantly I will experience TRUE happiness. I WILL be happy.

Stay Tuned.

p.s. i have lots of things for sale. please buy them from me. haha